With A Lonely Girl In A Dark Room | Rendezvous
Ultimately, every human heart is a dark room. And every one of us, at some point, is the lonely girl (or boy, or person) waiting for a visitor. We do not need to be saved. We need to be witnessed.
Other times, the darkness was simply a womb. The rendezvous births something real. The couple turns on a lamp, squints, smiles, and begins the harder work of loving in the light. rendezvous with a lonely girl in a dark room
The door wasn’t locked. That was the first thing that felt wrong, or perhaps right. He turned the brass knob—cold, indifferent—and stepped inside. The air was thick, used, like the inside of a coat left on the floor for days. He closed the door behind him and the world outside, with its traffic and obligations and ordinary light, ceased to exist. Ultimately, every human heart is a dark room
Her loneliness makes her available to the possibility of connection, but not to the certainty of it. She is a locked room, and the rendezvous is a gentle knock. We need to be witnessed
The girl exhibited signs of loneliness and vulnerability. Her body language suggested a desire for connection but also a wariness of being open or exposed.
It was a strange kind of rendezvous. There was no chatter of a first date, no nervous clinking of glasses, no performative laughter. The silence between us was thick, textured like old wallpaper. I sat in the chair opposite her, a safe distance away, content to simply share the dark.